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Sunday, February 7, 2010
Tears

I burst into tears ...
he's a changed person...
i guess i REALLY REALLY HAVE TO MAKE AN EFFORT NOT TO DEPEND ON HIM SO MUCH...
yes,i admit that all these while he's my other half...
i hate to say that i must leave him
....but truthfully inside deep in my heart,,he is still there
-____-...

Friend of the day : MY OWN TEARS


ma asalamah....

Monday, January 18, 2010
EMO

Somehow i feel that my effort all these while are futile...
im getting quite emotional today...
whatever it is im trying to change ...


Saturday, January 16, 2010

im worried bout o lvl =.="

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Im so dissapointed Grrr!


.
Ryte now,just want to throw my hp



out of the window...emo kan...



K la wtv..


k,ni semua org2 yang aku rindu ..tk kire ah rindu nk mampos ke rindu je..yg penting aku rindu..haha

Mohd Khairi Bin Nazron , Syarafina ,Nur Liyana ,Adawiyah ,Nurush ,Syafiqah ,Sabirah ,Ain Fitrah ,Jana Malek ,Eemah ,Sayidatul , Jannah Z ,Mayyam ,Raihana ,dan ramai lagi.................=.=









Tuesday, December 22, 2009
My inspiration ...my aspirations...my dream...AND IM GOING TO MAKE IT REAL!

Soon,this month,December will end and to be more specific this year,2009 will come to an end.Throughout this December,i've been observing the Chinese a lot.I can hardly see them having difficulties in finance.It's not that i didn't noticed it at all in previous days but i totally observed and 'examined' it.i'm kinda jealous when i saw 'em shopping and having their fun..they spend their money like waaaaaah!macam kasi burung mkn...they don't have to worry how much they spend...cause they noe they can afford to buy what they want..these are all their ACHIEVEMENT.They deserved it cos they have been putting in a lot of effort....i want to be like them in future...build my career and have a stable job...it all starts from A in order to reach at Z stage..so i must be a very damn good student..cos i WANT TO HAVE A SUCCESSFUL LIFE...Love story can wait...BAh!


Monday, December 21, 2009
Random

Earthlings! :-*

I love my new blogskins. really..hehe
Credits to :Jana Malek=D
Muachs!..hehe...

p/s :that guy is so weird..

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Hello dear earthlings,i miss u guys so much :-*
today im gonna post bout my holidays in Kuala Lumpur,Sunway and Genting Highlands.hehe.This trip is basically a short and nice trip. I really enjoyed eventhough it could make my sexy(oops) leg become one=D. *roflmao*

First day :
I spend my night in the cold and comfy bus.i sat with Sabirah.Oh my ! i Swear,i did enjoy having my night in this bus rather than walking down the street or when the bus stops for toilet break.The driver is an Indian man.Dia bawak tu bas ah laju gila!tercampak2 sey i kat dalam.. Sabb of cos stay put je kat tmpt dia=.=. And So,we arrived PuduRaya at aroung 4.00 am i
guess.kita jadi org jalanan sekejap..so we sat at the food stall,most stall closed (duh~),and we saw
tonnes of RATS AND MOUSES running about.haha!Kecoh sey..aku paleng penakot tuka tempat ,lari2..haha..Jannah Z;sebok nah dgn novel dia,she was wondering y i kept running here and there so her face was damn blur UNTIL SHE saw the rats and mouses by herself..and here she goes "YA ALLAH!*novel di dada*,ada tikus!korg2!ada tikus!muke tikus tu pandang aku,mata die tgk aku,korg2 !aku tkt!"and we all goes "DUH~JANNAH!"hahahah!


2nd Day:
After sitting at PuduRaya food stall for about 3o mins,we took a service(small van),and made our way to LEGEND HOTEL.we squeezed ourself inside the service and there were 10 of us.*fake smile*.As we reached the hotel lobby ,we took a rest.And then we proceed to the toilet...I suka!Best giler....It is soo spacious..liking it way too much=D...
Then we did the packed-repacked things in this huge toilet also;)..
Next..to the hotel surau,since we can't check in first so we have to stay put at the lobby and we made our Subuh prayers at hotel's surau..i prayed for my safety ,family and my love life which has turned confused and complicated and upside down and topsy turvy and many ands...=(...abestu kite pergi Sunway!!hehe...Best2...maen air!woohoo~S.E.X.A.Y=P...naseb i pki itam...tk nmpk=D..
ish mat pat sana adoi....tkle angs mentelnye!yuck!menyampah u..haha..then2,i,ada n Janz naik VIKING 360~!!!i scared =S...Janz zikir ,i selawat..muahahah!org depan ketawakan kita lah sey!ada pekik sampai nmpk anak tekak punya!XD...haha...lama kita maen air...haha...but initially i don't know how to swim...now i noe already!weeee!!After a looong day,we change our outfit,pki bedak sume=D,we headed to the shopping centre located nearby Sunway Lagoon...i was on planning to buy charles&keiths bag but i have the guts that i can find it other time within this holidays..too bad..it's just a useless guts=P...we headed to our hotel by taking public transport in Malaysia,the bus service,the KTM and everything...hehe...Da sampai hotel kte solat maghrib ,we even don't have the time to rest,kita gy dinner kat shopping centre sebelah hotel,the mall..kat foodcourt...so-so.due to the unsatisfied-ness of not getting any stuffs,i,janz,sabb and nana if im not mistaken,shopped around there.I bought a new wallet,nana pilihkan..lawa2..$34.90rm.hehe..Thanx nana=D..Sabb maseh lagi mencari kasutnya=.=..haha..Ada and mak nye dah pulang ke bilik 1436;)

3rd day:
Here comes the Genting day!wehee~tyme to get chillax~We took a loong journey to reach Genting...=.=.But i started my day with delicious breakfast at the hotel with Sabb,nana,Jannah Z!kte tk lupa jgk utk tapaukan kwn2 kte yg laen..hehe...After that,we headed to PuduRaya Bus station to make our way to Genting .it took about 40 mins like that...laju..tkt..=S...and that bus bkn penghujung nye,we have to take cable car in order to make us reach at the pinnacle of the mountain.=,=.Jannah Z dudok sebelah i dlm cable car,i n nana amek2 gamba..kekeke...=P...As we reach ,tros smyg..hehe..i doa lagy bende yang sama=.=...then kte maen theme park dia..ermm ni no comment,,we took a loong queue for the stupid dragon rollercoaster that was not thrilling at all...pfft..whatever it is we reached back at PuduRaya at about 8 am.kita shopping at bazaar ...erk..ok,this time i swear!i was damn moody.hmm..pastu kte gy mkn tmpt lipas!!haha..i n nana lari2 ..cos the BIG COCKROACH WAS JUST BESIDE MY CHAIR..*nanges*..haha..k then kte balek hotel..lalala~i took a warm shower and i relax myself at the bathtub.it was superb...try to relax my mind....then i put on my dindin shirt ...Sabb by then ajak me to the next door..i follow her..hehe...we had slumber partayy!!woohoo~secrets and gossips..Astaghfirullah..hehe...until 3.00 am..i tertidur kat ctu..

4th Day :
Rise and Shine!9.00 am!klua dr hotel by then sume da pack ah...we went to 'the mall' and i bought accessories..=).Sabb finally found her footwear!fuuh~
k la and then we proceed to puduraya lagy.nk naek bus.tunggu bas pey lama 2 and half hours i guess!ish melamapau!...k la bye ..pnat!
haha

Enjoy reading!
photos insyaAllah nnt2 k.




Monday, November 30, 2009

im so confused!ahhahahaha....
*sarcasm laugh*

Sunday, November 22, 2009

OH MY GAWD!HE KEPT PESTERING ME!AND IM SICK OF
THAT!!

Friday, November 20, 2009

From that day onwards....
My life is miserable,i couldn't think wise.But at least im still sensible..
it's just that everything i did were in disorderly mannered..
with the scenario,put on my uniform first before taking my shower.FOR EXAMPLE!
I noe what i did was totally wrong,and eventhough i knew u have forgiven me but i still have the thoghts that i owe
u something,a lot of things actually.THE promises,the bad deed i've done to u.
I STILL OWE U MANY TINGS,and what makes my life miserable is,I DON'T KNOW HOW TO REPAY U BACK.
The promises..let me tell u,i don't want this thing to happen but since it happened all of the sudden,my heart is not the same as u knew me year ago..i don't know y..it's just that i REALLY DON'T KNOW.i have no answer to it.MAYBE my mum's prayer have been answered.
All i want to say is MOVE ON WITH UR LIFE...pretty please...control ur feelings ...don't let ur feelings control u..i noe u might have say it's easier to said than be done..BUT this is exactly YOU SHOULD DO!

Last but not least -i'm moving on with endless prayers that i should be patient in watever upcoming challenges..
I CAN DO THIS-insyaAllah...
Cause i believe in Allah.
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These are the pics taken yesterday-before we got our report books-yesterday was a nerve-wrecking=.=
i burst into tears='(
Congratz guys and gurls who have made it-im really happy for u <3.
With Love,
Nabilah